[Nukie's Post]
Victor smiled at Elywen's response, red hair glimmering sweetly in
the gentle warmth of the sun. He thought she was a bit full of herself,
considering her working conditions. But it was nice to see a human who
hadn't lost all hope yet.
He had always liked putting smiles on people’s faces. It made him
temporarily forget his surroundings, and his family life. At the thought
of his family, his shoulders slumped and he coughed. Best not to think
about them.
The truth is you're a hypocrite. You steal to stay alive. You
think that putting a few measly coins in some beggars hat will really
redeem you from that shame? You are a hypocrite. Maybe you should just
crawl beneath the sewers. You'd be right at home with the scum rotting
down there.
This dark voice Victor knew all too well. Ever since he was little,
that voice had belittled him whenever he felt good about himself. It
never failed to sliver into his brain like a serpent, whispering poison
into his ears. He saw his hands clenching at his sides, his nails
digging into the flesh. He didn't even notice the pain.
Just as he noticed this, a boy came up and spit his own poison into the woman’s ear.
"How about this? I'll pay you to stop. And maybe you can use it to buy a better sounding instrument"
Victor, at least unconsciously, had to agree with the boy. It wasn't
the best music he had heard in the world. Far from it. But it wasn't
the music that had enchanted Victor. It was the pure, unabashed
sincerity behind those out-of-tune notes. It was the spirit of the
matter, as he father always said. Victor never thought this made any
sense, but he found this situation as good a place to use it as any.
"Hey. Why don't you let the lady play. I'd like to see you play as
well as her." Victor bent his knees in a cocky,
I-don’t-care-what-you-think stance. He wasn't sure why, but he was ready
to come to blows over this matter. I'm changing, he thought smugly. Apathy was never one of my strong points.